an athiest confession…

Ive been in and out of depression since i was 13. i was told that in hard times i would find faith in god and overcome it. im 24 now and still suffering,but from mdd (major depression disorder)now, and battling suicidal thoughts daily. this is the worst point of my life, and the only faith ive found was in myself, and working on beating this further proves (to myself) that i dont need god, prayer, or religion to cope. im stronger than that