December 2011
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“You are born of sex. Your every body cell is a sex cell, all your energy is sex energy. So if religions teach that sex is bad, sex is sin, they have condemned you completely. And not only have they condemned you, now you will condemn yourself. Now you cannot go beyond it and you cannot leave it, and now it is a sin. You are divided; you start fighting with yourself. And the more this guilt can be...
Fuck life.
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an athiest confession...
Ive been in and out of depression since i was 13. i was told that in hard times i would find faith in god and overcome it. im 24 now and still suffering,but from mdd (major depression disorder)now, and battling suicidal thoughts daily. this is the worst point of my life, and the only faith ive found was in myself, and working on beating this further proves (to myself) that i dont need god, prayer,...
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the real reason for the season is for companies to...
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materialism.
It makes me sad looking at the state of my people. Going broke just to impress each other spending all this money trying to look/feel like they have money… I mean what’s the deal man? I like clothes and shoes to, but that shit does not make or break me. I’d rather have somebody like me for me besides what I have on. Niggas out here getting killed for sneakers, people look at you like you’re...
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word is bond i may be lame but ima cool ass nigga, shit.
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“Fuck my mother, fuck my girl, my life is played out like a jerry curl. I’m ready to die”
-biggie smalls
That line hits home for me. I really don’t want to commit suicide but, the pain and mental struggle
Is unbearable. My dad says I’ve given up. In a way I have but I’m still alive so I believe there’s still some fight
In me. I’m just lost. I can say though that I’ve grown to bear the...
Why are people acting like Beyonce getting... →
Why are people acting like Beyonce getting married to Jay-Z and pregnant is revolutionary
I just don’t see what’s so fucking great about. People have been fucking doing it for centuries. I remember when she said she needed a man to pay her bills and it’s just a coincidence that Jay-Z is the only one who makes nearly as much money as she does. The shit isn’t a fucking fairy tale it’s a power move....
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tho i do like to go out and shit,i have absolutely no problem sitting in the house.
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my ambitions and goals…
my goal and ambition is to not kill myself, and climb outta this crippling depression, and being happy with out compromising my mental freedom. i dont aspire to be rich, i dont wanna go to college. I just wanna be happy, live free, and maintain my modest somewhat minimalistic lifestyle. ive been depressed and lonely for so long i forgot what its like to be happy…. and all i want is to be happy and...
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niggas was just thinkin an shit...
and i was thinkin bout my overwhelming fear that the next woman i end up with will be a girl i just settle for…like i did with my ex.. i know everything that i want in a woman, and i meet women that i think i would like almost everytime i go out… but my lack of social skills, awkwardness, and inability to approach a woman with out borderline havin a panic attack makes this fear all the...
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Ive never been "friend-zoned" by a girl i like
And i never will, because i let it be known what im after whether it be sex or a relationship. and i wont stick around long enough to be put in that dreaded category if she does not show interest. I wish a bitch would friend zone me tho. id murder her ass, hide the body and no one will ever find her.
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more reasons (word to cam) why i dont have any...
SMH…
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In my room.
the more i sit in my room and meditate and read, and the more i catch myself around these dumb, ignorant, misinformed people the more i begin to enjoy being alone. Its no longer a thing i put up with im starting to enjoy it. and until i meet some like-minded people, this is what is gonna be.
im so sick of the ignorance and materialism of my age group that im starting to want to be by myself when...
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“You tell a lie enough times the whole world will believe it”
– Adolf Hitler
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done with this designer label shit. im to broke to...
i need to be more responsible with what little money i have. i will always be into quality shit, but it just wont have a high $ label on it. i know less people in the atl circle will fk with me cause of this. but i didnt want those shallow fks as friends any way.
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theyre some nights where i will wanna kill myself. i came so close the past 2 nights that i wrote a full suicide letter. but i feel i cant leave without at least tryin to fix shit
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being a black man it would be so hard to meet a good asian (or an other race for that matter) woman cause theyre either racist as fuck or try mad hard to act all urban (black as some people would say) an shit. im open all women. any race or skin tone, a niggas just sayin.
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i dont care what you done or did with your vagina...
when we are together can you just save it for a nigga? pls :)? and i’ll be sure to save the dick and everything else for you ;)
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Women.
it seems it only takes one bad relationship to fuck up a army of women. why do you blame men for your bad decisions? theres some good men out here youre just fuckin it up for yourself bein bitter an shit.but it seems like the bad men out here get the best women, then mess it up of all the good niggas,but at the end of the day its mostly the womens fault cause last i remember we gotta ask yall out....
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worldstarhiphop is the bane of black people
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i need a reality show.ima call that shit life of a suicidal 20 something.its gonna be me on my laptop, playing videogames, and masterbating.
what yall think? think that shit’ll pop?
i cant stand girls with High standards who dont have a legit job and/or dont have much to offer besides pseudo-worldliness and a ass.
sometimes i wonder what these bitches see in a...
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“dont get too attached to things….learn to let go.”
– justin hammer
“The strongest men are the most alone.”
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this is my "i just got beat 15 rounds straght in...
dont mind me.
it just kills me that the shit that i wanna do i still suck at.imagine spendin 10+ yrs on somethin an still not be the least bit good at it. as much as i hate daigo umahara, i wanna be like that nigga but its obvious that that shit aint gonna happen. i fail. i fail at everything.
to all the igorant fucks who say “oh its just a game get over it”… hop off and go...
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they tell you to be yourself then they judge you.
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